bLeAhZz

|'m SoRiiE...p|z 4GiiF miiEx...

2005-10-27T09:56:00.000-07:00

haix...i'm sad tiz few dayx...haiz...ah jack treat mi real cold lo...i ask him y...n he told mi da reason...haix...i m realli sorie...i will nt b lydat le...as long as he dun treat mi so cold i m contented le...all i ask 4 nw iz he treat mi gud...dun treat mi cold can le...i no nyd 2 mit him evryday le...i wun kip go fan him le...as long as him dun treat mi lydat...i nyd him...i realli nyd him...tiz few dayx i kip tynking abt mani tyngx...i realise moi mistakes 2...i will nt b lyk last tym again le...i jux nyd his 4giveness...will he 4gif mi?i realli realli mish him...i realli haf de feeling tat he will leave mi anitym...haix...n i oso haf de feeling tat i m oreadi being dumped liao lydat...haix...realli hope all these scary feelingx will go away asap ba...cux i m really scared of losing him...i lurve him...i realli nyd him by my side...haiz...tix few dayx moi world is realli lyk hell...dear...dun leave mi...plz...i wun b lyk last tym le...realli...dun treat mi so cold le...plz...sobx... **cn("v")jAcK**

wO hAo XiNg Fu!!!

2005-10-11T00:20:00.000-07:00

|n |uRvE w|t eUu

2005-10-09T11:58:00.000-07:00

hmm...nw at ah jack fren de hse...dunno wat his name...mmm...well...err...dunno wan 2 say wat lae...wa lao eh...they all all wana slp...put mi alone dwn here c da com...all pang seh mi...wa lao...boring...tat ah jack ar...slp til so late nw styl wana slp...damn pig sia...jialat la lydat...mi lyk more n more lyk ah jack le neh...oso dunno y...dan my mummy they all dui ah jack de impression oso lyk quite gud nor...hehe...lydat oso gud na...haax...hmm...3 more dayz i going genting liao...gt abit she bu de ah jack nor...bt iya...3 days nia dan cum back le ma...tk mani mani picz gif him c...wahaha...wa lan eh...tat tym i wrk da motorola...dunno y...da pay i ony get $21 nia sia...dunno wtf they doing nor...tmr muz kol n clarify liaoz...arbo vry yuan wang lo...wrk 3 dayz ony get $21...1 day de pay oso more dan $21 lo...wtf sia...haix...wa lao...ltr styl gotta go bai bai wit mummy...knt slp liao la...stupid de lo...haix...wat 2 do...i xiao shun...wahahaiya...i really dunno wat 2 write le la...i wan go di siao ah jack le...dn let him slp...wahaha...cin("v")jack

hApPy!!!

2005-10-08T04:33:00.000-07:00

humphx...dunno hw mani mthx nv update blog lerhx...heez...internet dwn...plus lazy...humphx...mani mani tyngx happen within tix few mthx i can say...i stead wit ah piu...oso dunno y sia...iya...xtualli ony out of fun niax lo...dan patch wit kwang...humphx...well...i oso dunno hw 2 say...patch 4 1 week plus nia dan he bcum vry cold lyk ice lydat lerhx...haiz...oso dunno y...bt aniway...i m oso at fault nor...cuz i did tyngx tat he dn lyk...bt b4 i did anithin he oreadi lydat le...tatz y i did all those tyngx...i noe i shudnt la...bt...iya...angry ma...dan i oso dunno wad i do...dan he lydat...dan i go do siao siao tyngz lo...bt afta tat i realli regret n realli wanted him 2 4gif mi n i really change le ma...bt he styl hiu lan mi...well...dan wad can i say...i noe is moi fault la...bt he oso dn wanna 4gif mi dan suan liao lo...both of us stead till so xing ku...dan i might s well end tiz relationship lo...rather dan let both of us continue lydat...oso no pt...stead bu xiang stead...as if stranger lydat...no pt de ma...i might as well let go...let him go fynd his real xing fu lo...mmm...i break wit him on da day we patch 4 1 mth...bt in tiz 1 mth...ony 1 week pluz we r stead...da rest of da dayz...we r strangers...xtualli break liao i feel quite relieved lo...at least i no nyd 2 kip tynking abt y moi bf dn wana care abt mi n all tat...i dn really feel sad lo...cuz numb liao...oh ya...adrian oso break wit his stead liao sia...summore he kol mi sia...i m da firxt person he kol worz...haha...tat tym i so happie sia...dan i oso gt mit him...quite happy la...bt afta tat i realise i dn realli gt feeling 4 him liao lo...haha...dan afta break wit kwang...i dunno y...play pts wit ah jack...play until gt fire...dan i stead wit him on14/09...hmmm...i can say tat he treat mi quite gud lo...feel vry happy being wit him oso nor...i can say i dn lyk him le ba...i lurve him nor...as 4 kwang...i styl treat him as a fren nor...bt dunno he wan anot la...haha...nvm la...as he wish nor...nw i gt ah jack enuff le...i hu oso dn wan le...hehe...humphx...next week 12/10 going genting worx...wit hamster...moi didi...n moi grandma n her frens...xtualli ask ah jack go de...bt he dn wan...dan 14/10 we 1 mth liao...bt i 15/10 dan cum back sia...haiz...saded lo...bt used 2 it liao la...evrytym i n my bf 1 mth or 2 mth i evrytym oso nt in s'pore de...iya...aniway...both of us 2gather happy happy can liao...those occasions haf or dn haf oso da same de...as wat pple sayz...liang ge ren kai kai xin xin zai yi qi...tian tian dou shi qing ren qie...m i ryte?...haax

humphz

2005-06-24T00:44:00.000-07:00

haiz...well...hope tat we r styl frenz ba...humphz...

wahaha...i cum back frm shanghai 2 dayz le...thr realli damn fun worz...at thr better...no fan nao...xtually oso dun even feel lyk cumin back de nor...feel lyk stayin thr 4eva neh...

haha...tiz pics take at hang zhou...nan jing...wu xi...su zhou...shanghai...n pu tuo shan de...hee...letz see!!

thrz more 2 go in my next blog!!!

sHeZz RiGhT

2005-06-21T18:41:00.000-07:00

humphz...i guess she's right...no pt makin such a fuss over a boy...sorrie...(2 da she)...bt he haf no right 2 cum n scold mi!!!summore iz on sth i nv say...wtf!!

wA |aN eH!!

2005-06-10T16:19:00.000-07:00

ni na beh chee bye...wat da fuck sia...fuckin freak...i damn dulan nor...ka ni na..arrgh!!!i cut my hair is nt cuz i wanna look lyk her or wat lo...i cut iz becuz i wan 2 cut lo...i look lyk her 4 wat sia...will do mi any gud de meh...sorrie lo...wun lo...i wun purposely go n cut my hair 2 look lyk her in order 2 get him back lo...watz da point man...i nt so tam bai lo...i admit i lyk 2 do boliao tyngz...so wat...she haf no rights 2 critisize mi...hu is she sia...my mother arhz...ey plz la...dn say her la...even HE oso haf no rights 2 say mi lo...say wat 4eva...ey...fuck off la hor...crapz...so wat if i cry dan tk video...i happy knt arhz...c liao buay geh yan dan delete la...big fuck meh...sing song record so wat...oso can delete de ma...say til lyk knt delete lydat...wa lan eh...tel her la hor...i admit i realy realy lyk him alot...bt since he go back 2 her le dan tat is his choice...i haf no rights 2 do anithin...i oso wun say wad...cuz i noe he lyk her vry much...i m nth compare 2 her...i wUn stick 2 him de...dn worry...bt next tym...mind her wordz...no nyd 2 say til so sarcastic de...lydat vry sat ar...wil high ar...nw he is herz...i wun so stupid go snatch back or wat de...i wil ony gif up...so can arz her nt 2 worry...aniway she gt all da conditions 2 let him stay by her side...so wat 4 nyd 2 say pple til lydat...even if pple nt du lan oso wil hurt pple de lo...next tym tynk b4 she tok la hor...dn do tyngz tat wil offend pple or hurt pple de la...hor...arrgh...na beh...really damn dulan lo...wat wan cut oso cut all short ma...mayb more lyk her dan he might cum back 2 mi...wat niao hua sia...ey...dn teach ur mother hw 2 fuck la...i no nyd her 2 teach la hor...i decide 2 gif him up le la hor...wun go snatch wit her la hor...although i noe snatch oso no use la...i oso noe i boliao la hor...bt oso wun boliao til go do tiz kynda knt get back de tyng liao la hor...i can say i fang xia ta le la hor...wun even wei ta tiao ban di yan lei le la hor...n hor...i dn care whether he or she saw tiz blog la...cuz she dare say i oso dare say la hor...previous blog styl say wat no nyd say til so ming xian...dirty...i noe she "vry clean" la hor...i so hope tat he or she wil c tiz blog lo...anyway i oso nv say hu is da he n she...right?haha...pua chee bye!!!

sSsAdEdDd

2005-06-06T03:21:00.000-07:00

sobz...he left mi le...juz becuz of 1 small tyng..haiz..bt mayb iz i 2 much le bahz..really hope tat he wud gif mi a chance nor...haiz...juz nw saw tracy de blog...she say kwang say tat i m ony a replacement of tracy...n tat he dn lyk mi de..haiz...wtf..haiz..i lurve him so much n he lydat treat mi..wat he wan sia...haiz...realy hope tat i can b wit him again nor...really miz him lotz lo...really knt bear 2 leave him...realy vry long nv lurve sum1 so much le...really miz those happy momentz wen i m wit him lo...haiz...hope tat he can feel hw much i lurve him n wud cum back 2 mi lo...haiz...sobz...i wonda hw cud i eva let him go...itz really an impossible taskz 4 mi lo...haiz..realli feel lyk ending my life here...realli knt tk it anymore...evrytyng i do i will alwaez tynk of him without fail de lo...i oso dun wanna tynk...bt i juz cant nor...haiz...hw...can sum1 help mi?can he gimme a chance...?can he 4gif mi...i dn care wad he tell tracy...i juz wana b wit him 4eva tatz all...cuz i really lurve him alot...haiz..no wonda laz week he suddenly treat mi so cold...so iz becuz of tracy ba...haiz...wat can i do 2 win his heart...haiz...i'm dying...soon!!!

("v")|L|uRv|nNn EeEuUu("v")

2005-05-23T03:36:00.000-07:00

humphz...i tynk i lurve him more n more le...knt live without him le...haiz...hw sia...ltr he dn wan mi hw neh?humphz...nw eating...wit him bsyde mi...c mi type all tiz crapz...haha...haiz...dunno y hor...he evrytym lyk 2 purposely kek mi de neh...arrgh...evrytym do those will make mi sad de tyngz de nor...bt he iz play2 de na... bt styl will make mi sad de nor...haiz...dunno na...i dn wan him 2 leave mi...i wanna b wit him 4eva!!!!!!i realy realy realy lurve him alot de neh!!!

("v")i|i'VeEe FfFoUnDdD eEeUuU("v")

2005-05-09T10:58:00.000-07:00

hmm...i tynk i no nyd ta fan so much le...i guess i've found da 1 i wan le...hehe...hmm...oso dunno y lae...hmm...i tend 2 miss him...fell lyk seein him...worse of all...i styl dreamt of him...hmm...wen i m wit him...i wun feel fan de nor...nt lyk wen i m wit keong...bas or peng wang...wen i m wit them...i tend 2 feel vry fan cuz i dunno hu i realy lyk n i dunno hu 2 choose..bt wen i m wit him...i wun haf tiz kynda feelings nor...i juz feel happy n comfortable tatz all nor...hmm...he arz mi ta gif him anz on 12/5...hmm...i tynk my anz iz yes ba...i hope tt if i m really 2gether wit him de hua he will mean wat he say lo...2 tk care of me...2 dote on mi...2 lurve mi...bla bla bla...4eva nor...hehe...i really wish 2 haf a stead tat can last long de...really...hmmm...i really hope tt my wish wud cum true nor...humm...well...so far...he treat me vry gd nor...he iz vry cute...funny...gd...hm...bla bla bla...well...i hope tat i haf made da ryte choice...hmm...zhu wo xing fu ba...("v")ii'VeEe FfFoUnDdD eEeUuU("v")

.+"+.haiz...wat da hell.+"+.

2005-04-16T09:10:00.000-07:00

haiz...sianz...nw at marina south...oso dunno cm here do wad sia...oso nv eat...arrgh...i damn hungry sia...idiot...haiz...i saw pengwang they all here oso...haiz...so fan...jialat la...nw jay treat mi as his stead...bt i dn treat him as a stead...i ony treat him as a fren nia lo...haiz hw sia...haiz...nw i oso dunno hu da hell i lyk la...sianz...arrgh...juz dn feel lyk having a stead nw lo...i tynk lydat will b beta nor...haiz...nw realli gt alot pple treat mi vry gd lo...haiz...bt hw shud i eva repay their kindness 2wards mi neh?haiz...dunno na...fan fan fan!!!haiz...ytd...go sparkz...gt alot pple...erm...i haf enjoyed myself vry much ytd...eh...oso dunno y neh...haiz...my lips damn pain sia...oso abit swollen...ytd hamster help mi pierce de...she damn skilful sia...wahaha...haiz...i...haiz...dunno na...pengwang...sebas...jay...wenthong... haiz...lazt sat wenthong jio mi stead...bt i said dunno...haiz...wo zhen de hen fan...sebas tel mi tat he wana gif up...haiz...i oso dunno na...fan si ren le na...nw i will ony go stead wen i found summone i really really really LOVE...if nt...no way...cuz i dun wana hurt ani1 as well as get hurt...mMm...haiz...fan ar!!!

haha

2005-04-04T08:31:00.000-07:00

HEY!!!S*B*S....I HATE U...WO TAO YAN NI!!!WO HEN SI NI LE!!!NI ZOU KAI!!!HU SAY U CAN READ MY BLOG?!?!?!?!?

("v")wAt | wAn("v")

2005-03-28T08:05:00.000-08:00

hai hai hai hai hai hai hai hai hai hai hai hai hai hai hai hai hai hai hai hai hai hai hai hai hai hai... sianz...wat i wan xactly neh?haiz...i wan pple 2 dote on me...i wan da kynd of being protected de gan jue...haiz...i dunno na...haiz...da stupid sebas kip saying i hong...i ware gt sia...ony sms n tok on fone nia ma...oso nv do anitin else...haiz...summore nw i oso no stead...gt stead le dan different case le ma...lyk tt tym i stead wit guang i oso din hong at all nor...nt even wit adrian nor...iyo...nw no stead ma...iyo...haiz sianz...long tym nv go chiong liao neh...feel lyk goin chiong tiz weekend neh...hehe...dunno gt pple pei mi go nt neh...if dn haf dan i sian liao nor...haiz...iyo...who i lyk?wat i wan?i wan 2 make a decision...bt i dn wana lose any1 of them...i mean s frenz...haiz...stress...i realli dunno wad 2 do neh...i lyk dn haf da kynda feeling 4 jay neh...ony tat kynda gd fren de feeling nia lo...ony gt da kynd of 'kol 4 fun de dardar' de feeling nia neh...bt if i let go of tiz option...i will lose a gd fren 4 sure...haiz...jaws-s=jaw...nw becum jaw-j=aw...haiz...wad a hard decision...arrgh...i tynk i go gei che chuang bi jiao hao na...no nyd fan so much...iyo...haiz...i tynk i wud gif myself abt more tym 2 tynk ova b4 i make da final decision nor...hope i wud fynd da ans asap("v")lLlOoKiNnN 4 eEeUuU("v")

("v")hU | LyK nEh("v")

2005-03-27T06:49:00.000-08:00

iyo...sianz...tmr gt sch neh...hmm...nvm...study oso vry gd neh...hehe...haiz...nw i realli vry fan neh...erm...nt cuz of adrian le na...i guess i can 4get him vry ezly le ba...cuz i realli tynk tat we r 4eva nt possible de nor...he lykz those mature gerz tat can dote on him...bt i dn qualify at all in tiz...furthermore he lurve hiz stead so much...erm...i tynk i wud gif him da blessing rather dan lyk him nor...hmm...ya...tatz it...fr nw on...he iz ony a fren n memory 2 mi...ya...jiu shi zhe yang...hmm...seriously...erm...letz nt include adrian na...i oso dunno hu i lyk neh...pengwang...erm...i guess i ony treat him as a fren or an ex stead ba...dan jay neh...erm...i treat him as wad neh...erm itz lyk he gimme de feeling iz sum1 tat i dn wanna lose...as a vry gd fren ba...dan wenthong neh...erm...he is sum1 tat wen i tok 2 him or wen i m wit him...i feel vry comfortable lo...i can b myself wen i m wit him...wen i m wit him i wun feel sad de nor...as for bas...erm...he gimme de feeling is...ta dui wo hen hao nor...gt da kynd of an quan gan wen i m wit him nor...bt i guess he styl knt 4get ting in such a short tym de nor...iya...i oso dunno na...arrgh...who i lyk???wo dao di xi huan shui???haiz...suan le...let nature tk itz course na...shun qi zi ran...haiz...i realy hope i can fynd my mr. right asap n b wit him 4eva...("v")lLloOklNnN 4 eEeUuU("v")

...|L|oOk|nNn 4 eEeUuU...

2005-03-25T09:31:00.000-08:00

haiz...sianz...adrian...haiz...i realli hope tat sum1 can fazta cm n tk adrian'z place in my heart...i dun wanna lyk him...haiz...i wan 2 lyk sum1 hu wud lurve mi as much as i lurve him...haiz...i wan 2 4get adrian n i will...tym wud heal all woundz...i realli hope tiz iz true...haiz...other dan adrian...nw i realli dunno hu i lyk liao...i wanna make a decision on hu i realli lyk bt i realli cant...itz lyk...haiz...i oso dunno wad 2 say...nw wad i wan iz a person 2 b alwaez standing by my syde n dote on mi...n care 4 mi...xtualli thr iz sum1 lydat besyde mi...tiz few dayz...bt i knt lyk him...cuz...erm...iya...dunno la...i juz knt lyk him jiu dui le la...he oso will nt lyk mi de na...haiz...beta nt tynk 2 much... haiz...if sum1 can tk adrian'z place in my heart...i wud really lurve him 4eva de...i realli wanna fynd a serious de and b 2gather wit him as long as possible...bt...really very hard 2 fynd...i'm looking...looking 4 u...

2005-03-22T06:52:00.000-08:00

|tzZz Me...x|aOc|n...

2005-03-22T06:51:00.000-08:00

("v")|uRvE aDr|aN("v")

haiz...hw sia...

2005-03-17T12:05:00.002-08:00

haiz...sianz...mi can say tat i have given up josh le...thrz sum1 in my heart i styl haven get over yet...haiz...adrian...i oso dunno y na...bt itz lyk...haiz...suay suay styl let mi c him at ctrl 2 dayz ago...make my feelingz cum back...haiz nw mi stead wit pengwang...bt i wanna break wit him...he dun wan...haiz...dan jay...i oso dunno i iz lyk him or wat neh...i dun wan lyk pengwang lydat...nt sure whether i lyk him anot dan go stead wit him...dan nw regret...haiz...i dn wan tiz kynda thingz 2 happen again lAe...cuz really vry wat nor...haiz...although i go cover da word adrian on my hand le...bt i styl knt 4get him neh...haiz...mayb wat pple say iz realli true...'u will cherish sth even more when u knt get it''u will get sick of sth vry ezly wen u get it ezly'haiz...dunno na...sianz...arrgh...hai...mi mon sch reopen le...bmc privte o...haiz...evryday 9 to 5 sia...haiz...adrian oso tking private o thr...so i\ll b able 2 c him vry often liao le...bt heard tat his stead evrytym go thr fynd him de neh...summore their relationship oso vry stable...haiz...sianz...i tynk i 4eva no chance de nor...haiz...i wana 4get him...bt hw 2...realli damn hard sia!!!

c|n`CoNfUsEd

2005-02-21T08:21:00.000-08:00

haiz...sianz...nw at plaza...mMm...mi n tingguang finally break le...well...i can say i m quite relieved ba...no 1 2 control mi in wadeva i wanna do le...erm...xtually can say i quite long nv cum blogspot le ba...so within tiz period of tym...alot of tyngz happen...tat tym i acc jes n sharon go bugis buy new yr clothes...sharon say wanna go hougang find josh...dan arz us 2 acc her...b4 tat...i dunno josh...wen we reach thr...josh came...n at da moment i c her 4 da vry 1st sight...i started 2 lyk her...itz lyk...'lurve @ da 1st sight' lydat lo...i had nv haf tiz feeling b4 lo...haiz...i oso dunno y neh...dan gradually i lyk her more n more wen each day passes cuz fr da day i noe her...we met each other evryday...cuz sharon wanna mit her dan i acc sharon...bt i did nt dare ta let pple noe...cuz evry1 noez tat sharon lykz josh vry much...until da new yrz eve...tat nyte i wen hm quite early...@ ard 2am...wen i reach hm i do my things dan suddenly my hp rang...josh kol mi n arz mi 2 tok wit her...so we tok n tok abt all sortz of things...dan...we tok abt da pple i lyk... @ firzt...i insisted tat i wud nt say out...bt i scared tat josh wud get ngry...i lyk her...tatz y i dun wan her 2 get ngry wit mi...so afta sum tym of ..."wo si dou bu hui jiang"... i finally gave in n hinted her 2 let her guess herself...n of cuz...my hints r vry obvious...n dan...she noe i lyk her le...da nezt day...which iz da 1st day of new yr...i met her...ard evening lydat...2 go river hongbao...sharon oso gt go...i c her n sharon so close...i really feel...erm...watz tat feeling...erm...juz a nt vry gd feeling lo...dan @ almost midnyte lydat we go boat quay...dan i drank quite alot...i cried n vomited...she came 2 tk care of mi n sharon knew evrything...dan since da day i noe her...we met evryday...till 12/2...we sort of r 2gether...n mi...sharon n jes...r no longer sistaz anymore...bt thrz sth makin mi vry fan iz tat josh said tat she lykz mi...bt she oso say she iz concerned abt meirong alot...i guess she styl lyk her ba...dan nw i dunno wad 2 do...

hehe...

2005-01-14T08:10:00.000-08:00

bleahz...me nw @ sokekim hse...2nyte nt going hm...wahaha...tmr mayb go chiong wit tarty dey all...haiz sianz...fan sia...haiz...tmr oso dunno gt money nt lae...sianz...no money hw 2 go out sia...arrgh...no money knt buy yan...haiz...y lydat...arrgh...i wan 2 fynd a job...pple!!got ani job 2 intro nt...intro mi lae...mi damn despo 4 a job sia...i gt alot of thing 2 do tat nydz money...i wan 2 rebond...i wan 2 buy hp...blablabla...so on and so forth...haiz...i oso wan 2 buy my new yr clothes...mummy say she no money buy new yr clothes 4 mi...dan new yr i no new clothes wear le lae...hw sia...haiz...y i so pathetic de...haiz...ke lian de xiaocin...so poor tyng... haiz...2nyte ton...tmr no tym 2 slp cuz aftanoon muz go out le...tmr nyte ton...sunday styl muz wake up early go my grandma hse help out...haiz...mi becuming panda liao sia...my dark rings cuming out liao sia...mi oreadi so ugly liao...+ da panda eyes i no nyd go out jian ren liao sia... ze mo ban...ahhh!!!jiu ming ar...sumone spon mi go beauty saloon get rid of my panda eyes lae...wahaha...haiz...if nt ltr nobody wan mi i jia bu chu qu hw?dan muz go b nun liao...haha...
.+"+.birthday countdown.+"+.40 dayz more.+"+.

zuo mo ta zhe yang

2005-01-13T13:13:00.000-08:00

haiz...juz nw i kol *_ _d_ _n* 2 arz him whether he free 2 chat on fone wit mi anot...he say he nt free dan say tat he'll kol mi tmr...haiya...he ony noe hw 2 say bt he will nt kol de lo...haiz...y he wan2 say "wo ming tian cai da gei ni ok"...wen he dun even mean it lo...wan make mi happy 4 nth oso no nyd lydat de ma...haiz...he damn seldom msg mi n sumtymz even nv reply my msg lo...hw wud he possibly kol mi ryte...lame...itz so damn impossible lo...haiz...wei se mo ta yao zhe yang qi pian wo de gan qing neh...haiz...i dunno y i kip havin a feeling tat hez trying 2 avoid mi lae...i oso dunno y i haf tiz feeling...mayb itz becuz evrytym i msg him he seldom reply tatz y bahz...juz nw i kol him twice...1st tym i kol him 2 arz him free anot he gt pick up...even if i tk it tat hez trying 2 avoid mi bt he dunno my hse no. ..so he picked up...bt wen i kol him da 2nd tym juz ryte afta i hang up da 1st kol 2 arz him a song title...he oso gt pick up lae...tiz doesnt gif ani hint tat hez avoiding mi lae...haiz...or izzit m i juz tynking 2 much...haiz...i realli hope tat i'm juz tynking 2 much lo...cuz i really dun wan him 2 avoid me...@ least we can be frenz ryte...haiz...i realli hope we can hang ard 2gether more often n tok wit each other more often n msg wit each other more often even if we r juz frenz i will b happy n contented le...cuz @ least i can kip in contact wit him vry well...wil tiz b possible...i realli do hope so...
.+"+.birthday countdown.+"+.41 more dayz.+"+.

wad shud i do?

2005-01-12T13:04:00.000-08:00

haiz...nw mi n guang gt big big problem...haiz...mi realli dunno wad ta do...so fan...mi styl gt alot of feeling 4 guang...bt my feeling 4 *_ _r_ _n* lyk cuming back le...all bcuz of hw da way he treat mi n hw guang treat mi la...haiz...bt *_ _r_ _n* lyk hu leng hu re de...oso dunno wad he is up 2...haiz...xiaocin so fan!!!hw?*_ _r_ _n*...zuo mo ni zhe yang...sumtymz vry gd dan sumtymz no gd de...cold cold de...haiz...realli dunno sia...haiz...i styl cudnt decide whether shud i break wit guang or continue tiz relationship lae...almost evry1 encourage mi 2 break wit him...bt itz realli hard 4 mi 2 fang xia tiz 9mthz+ relationship juz lyk tiz lo...i really bu she de lo...haiz...nw i realli wish tat de wish tat i've made recently wil cum true lo...lydat i no nyd 2 fan so much le lo...wahaha
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im so bored...

2005-01-07T10:30:00.000-08:00

haiz...so boring...nth beta 2 do...y other couples can b 2gether so happily...y mi n guang juz cant...1 day nv quarrel is realli a miracle...haiz...wad shud i do 2 improve our relationship?i dun wanna loose a 9 mth relationship juz lyk tiz...bt i dunno whether i can styl tolerate tiz kynda relationship or nt...itz juz kynda hard...n i haf had enuff of tiz...im tired...real tired...itz lyk it nt ony da quarreling part tat iz troubling mi...itz lyk i've been controlled...2 controed...i seldom haf da freedom 2 hangout wit frenz...especially guys...i cant even sms them sumtymz...arrgh...wad shud i do sia...i dun wan all tiz nonsense anymore...itz juz so unbearable...wad shud i do???

haiz...

2005-01-05T10:27:00.000-08:00

haiz...guang slping again...mi so bored...haiz...guang is sick...haiz...kelian...bt i knt do anithin 2 make him feel beta...i'm so guilty...hai...i wonda y mi n guang kept quarreling...iz thr sth tat can stop us fr quarreling so often?i realli wanna noe...can any1 teach mi wat m i suppose 2 do?m i 2 demanding?haiz...2day xian...con n sokekim came 2 my hse 2 bake marble cake...hmm...can say tat itz quite nice bahz...wow...tat cake iz xian bake de...da person hu is going 2 receive tat cake muz b so happie 2 receive tat cake bahz...wahaha...haiz...oh ya...i styl knt fynd a job...dunno jes gt help mi arz fa moyorola wan anot lae...nvm...tmr msg her...oh shit...tym 2 arz guang wake up drink his bitter bitter de medicine liao...if nt ltr cold cold drink liao nt 2 gd...guang!!!wake up lae!!!

lOnElY...

2005-01-04T10:39:00.000-08:00

haiz...mi nw so lonely...guang fall aslp le...i cooking porridge 4 him 2 eat cuz he say he hungry dan his mouth gt 1 big big ulcer vry pain so ony can eat soft soft thing...bt nw he fall aslp le...ltr wen i cook fynish styl gotta wake him up...hai...i tiz kynda stead ware can fynd sia...haiz...bt y mi n guang styl will quarrel almost evryday de neh...hai...saded...hope wu cud stop quarreling...ah...my porride is cooked...ani1 wanna eat?haha...

tk note...

2005-01-04T08:09:00.000-08:00

hey pple...my msn add had changed 2 xiaocin1314@hotmail.com ...cuz kena hacked...hai... so sad...plz tk note wor...rmb 2 add mi kiez...

bad mood today~

2005-01-02T23:55:00.000-08:00

mi quarrel with tingguang today... haix... sad...